Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Do I have anger issues?
Every time I feel depressed, sad, angry, impatient, or clueless, I always want to hit things. I dont cry. I just want to hit things. I am always yelling at my mother and she is always yelling at me. And I just want to hit things.. I get pretty depressed from being yelled at all the time. i throw things. I punch walls. i feel terrible. And angry. I wish I was punching the crud out of someone. I use to have O.D.D (Oppositional Defiant Disorder) in 3rd-5th grade. My doctor said I was fine after I got into junior high, and ever sense than I havent needed my meds. O.D.D isnt really anger issues or anything. So I just dont know. I really wish I had an alternative way to express my emotions. Like if someone aggravates me, or says one little thing. Ill speak my mind and I wont waste a second of sitting there saying nothing. ill just say "Shut the f*ck up. Do you know how bad I want to hit you right now!?" Its true. One little thing sets me off. Like if someone is constantly interrupting me or asking questions. Ill explode. Also I feel anxiety when I dont talk. Its odd. Whats wrong with me!?
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